Am not dead. Family is being torn in two. Illness everywhere. Almost committed murder. Lost fifteen pounds. Just finished two bags of sunflower seeds. Mother is incredibly zen considering all the crap going on. Am afraid to leave my room. Internet avaliability: Small.

SOMEONE FANGIRL THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU WITH ME.

My priorities are completely in order. What are you talking about?

But, no, things aren’t as horrible as I’m making them out to be. My family is being torn in two, yes, and I almost did kill someone if my mom didn’t stop me, but other than that? Life’s actually pretty good. I’m losing weight, my mom and I are closer than ever, and I feel incredibly tall walking down the street. (I have a height complex. Shush.)

Granted, with the good comes the bad, and there is a lot of bad at the moment. My uncle married someone whom the family despises. and now she’s waging war against us. This wouldn’t be so bad if she wasn’t living in the same house as us.. My grandmother is afraid to kick her out because of her son. The woman is an abusive parent. She throws her child around, makes him cry, and basically does not care for him at all. My grandmother and mother were taking care of the baby, but my uncle threw a fit because he’s upset that his wife is an unfit parent, so now my mother is forbidden to touch the child. Logic, he has none.

If my grandmother kicks her and my uncle out, she’s afraid the baby will die or worse. She can’t keep him because my uncle and her are threatening my grandparents with legal action if she does, and all the evidence of her being a bad parent she blames on my grandmother. The woman is a horrible lying bitch who deserves to die. The entire university thinks my grandmother is the unfit one because of the filth that came out of that two faced whore’s mouth.

And, yes, she was the one I tried to kill. I took a knife and would have stabbed her if my mom didn’t stop me. I do not make for a nice person when angry.

I have no idea how the legal systems work here, and even if I did, my grandparents wouldn’t do a thing because they are way too soft hearted for their own good.

Outside of family affairs, the earthquake shook up Guangzhou a bit, too. Not with physical destruction, but with illness. The sick are pouring in from Sizhuan to get medical attention at the hospitals here. The problem is, there’s way too many wounded and ill to take care of. Illness is spreading, everyone is fearing an epidemic of some kind, which is made worse by the fact that there is already an epidemic of EV71 here.

Fun times.

I was serious about the fangirling.

It’s still not as bad as it seems. I’m actually happy here when I’m not trying to kill someone.

God, I realized just now that this entry is full of emo and hate. Sorry for that, but I needed to rant.

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